my mind is full!

just as a friendly reminder for myself; pamaka, u need to clean ur mind a little bit and stop thinking and start laughing from ur tahe del... not the way that people got used to seeing u always smile and bashash...match inside and outside...ya hagh

wish list!

A few nights ago, not last night that I was dying because of fever and shaking till sunrise (god damn the one who gave me this cold that may ruin all my skiing weekend!), I had an odd dream…one of those meaningless dreams with a sign forcing you think about it…very small and wild rats were attacking me!...their intent was to bite my neck and they were jumping and diving all over me…I was in a middle of buying a house for myself and neglecting these bastards…all of a sudden, after they got disappointed at getting to my neck, they called their big guy…he came in front of me and started showing his teeth and running towards me…I couldn’t ignore this one because he was freaking big!...I found something like a baseball bat around myself and while he was flying to my head, I hit it big time! …he fell down and I didn’t give him another chance and with full power I hit him again like hell…the scene was a smashed rat like a platform with 2D instead of 3 dimensions…

I woke up and told my mom about the dream and she reminded me that it is the first day of Chinese year which is year of Rat!!! …I am not sure what that might mean but I would assume: I am going to nail year 2008 the same way I did against that rat! …

Thus, I decided to make a wish list for the sake of information and reminders. Here we go with my wish list between now and year 20xx:

- To see a free, stable and powerful IRAN. Free of external and international influences. People are happy to live there and they like and care about each others…they are proud to say we are Iranians not Persians!...I don’t think about a big country like Nader Shah-Age, but a VATAN which makes you cry when you talk about that…there is not such a free country in our today world, period, I know that …but at least they have problems inside, not all countries are ambushing against it to bite his neck!... (IMPOSSIBLE)
- To stand on top of Everest (IMPOSSIBLE)
- To be a Shepherd and be in nature and mountains all of my life away from all meaninglessly hectic stuff (IMPOSSIBLE)
- To be a fighter pilot to touch God better (IMPOSSIBLE)
- To live like that Eagle said to the Crow, go eat your garbage, I don’t trade my 20-year-high-quality life with your 300-year trash life if I am needed to downgrade my levels…(POSSIBLE)
- To be that brave to come home and KISS BOTH HANDS AND FEET OF YOUR MOTHER AND TELL HER I AM NOT EVEN THAT NOTHING WITHOUT YOU AND ASK FOR HER FORGIVENESS IF YOU HAVE EVER CAUSED HER BEING UPSET
- To have a soul-mate half and 5 children (POSSIBLE) running in my farm calling me PEDAR! (IMPOSSIBLE)
- I was going to mention my childhood dreams about Lamborghini Murcielago LP640 or Ferrari F430 but I am quitting on these wishes as they are getting more achievable and real…when it is kinda doable, it doesn’t mean a wish (OUT of Question) and very cheap to include in this list…
- To be continued…

طول عرض عمق زندگی

می اندیشیدم به زندگی

طول ...عرض...عمق

مراتب طول زندگی : میلاد...رشد جسمانی... تحصیل...دوست و نفرت...خشم و شهوت...شادی و غم...جفت شدن...فرزند و نوه...کهولت...خاموشی

مثال رهروان طول زندگی...من و تو

هستند شماری که عرض می دهند به زندگی

نامشان می ماند در تاریخ و اذهان

عرض شهامت: محمد جهان آرا(خرمشهر)...پدرم...لطفعلی خان زند...گل سرخی ها

عرض انقلاب: خمینی...ناپلیون...کاستروها

عرض هنر: کمال الملک...درویش خان...داوینچی...آل پاچینو...بهتوون

عرض ورزش: محمدعلی کلی...جهان پهلوان غلامرضا تختی...پله...حسین رضازاده

عرض شرارت و دیکتاتوری: صدام حسین...هیتلرها

عرض خیانت و ذلالت: محمد علی شاه قاجار...وطن و ناموس فروشها

عرض سیاست: مصدق...مارگارت تاچر...گورباچوف

عرض پوچ: دختر شایسته ها

ژرفای زندگی دفتری دیگریست...جایی که بزرگانی چون مولانا حق دخول دارند به این حال که روزها حرف من این است و همه شب

سخنم که چرا دور ز احوال تن خویشتنم. از کجا آمده ام ؟ آمدنم بهر چه بود ؟

عمقی که منصور حلاج بر دار شد چون اسرار هویدا می کرد...صدقی بر این مدعا که چون پرده ورافتد نه تو مانی ونه من

بعدی که می فرماید تو قد می بینی و من جلوه ناز

تو چشم و من نگاه ناوک انداز

تومو می بینی و من پیچش مو

تو ابرو و من اشارتهای ابرو

حالی که حافظ در شگرف است که حافظا این حال اگر با که توان گفت

تار شکسته

کمال تارزنم ، تارم شکسته
غبار غم به روی آن نشسته
همه گویند کمال دیوانه گشته
میون عاشقان افسانه گشته
شبا تو میخونه تار می زنم
برای خاطر یار می زنم من

تفنگ دسته نقره م رو فروختم

مي گن اسبت رفيق روز جنگه
مو مي گويم از او بهتر تفنگه
سوار بي تفنگ قدرت نداره
سوار وقتی تفنگ داره سواره
تفنگ دسته نقره م رو فروختم
براي وی قباي ترمه دوختم
فرستادم برايش پس فرستاد
تفنگ دسته نقره م داد و بيداد

داد و بيداد

سیاه مشق

A stupid comparison between Cancun and Puerto Plata

Before getting there, just FYI, i was with 2 of my buddies in cancun as my dude’s bachelor party and was in Puerto Plata with 8 of my friends; in other words 4 couples! (3 straight couples and one gay one! lol)

Food: Puerto Plata
Drink: PP
Resort: PP
Room: Cancun
Beach: Cancun
Pool: PP
Hot girls in the resort: PP
Clubs including strip clubs lol: cancun
Drunk and wild nights: cancun & PP
Casino: PP
Fun: both
Out of resort activities: cancun
Laugh: cancun
Relaxation: PP
Gym: PP
Cold weather: Toronto!!!